my head hurts...



i cant feel a thing...



my arms are shaking...



everything feels like closing in to me...





i cant move...




i feel weak...





why do everything had to be like this...




always picking up the small pieces...




that fell from the broken ones....




will these things last forever..?




it's getting closer....




can i stop this..?




will it stop when i say it to stop...





will i know..?

... (continued)

he answered and walked towards the door to see who's their... through the eye hole, he saw a little girl, waiting for someone that lives in the house that would open the door, and might stay for awhile to talk about a few things... as he observantly looks through the hole, he was impressed on how the little girl looks like... she dressed finely with a light pink polo shirt with cacky jeans and some pair of leather sandals that is light brown in color... the little girl was waiting patiently and was not, or not even a hint that the little girl would just go is seen from her... the woman shouted and asked who's at the door... he said that its a little girl who would like to ask for something... she shouted again and said that let the girl leave so that they could do some things in the house that needed repair... but he opened the door and asked the girl's whereabouts... he asked the girl why she's here and waited for such a long time... what she wanted to know at what he could do to help her... the little girl smiled and said, i would like to help you both...

...

its been a long time since they had a fight... it took them for about a year or two when they were so happy together... but after the incident happened, things have changed... they argue about it every single day... not letting the day pass without a fight... the one will remember what happened then the other one will react so lamely that it will ignite the rage of the other... this things happen for about a year now... its a bit hard for them to cope... and the room for them is getting smaller and smaller each time they fight... suddenly, someone knocked at their front door...

ewan

bakit kaya ganon...
sinasabi mo na nga lahat ng tamang sagot...
patuloy ka nang nangangatwiran...
lahat ng lumalabas sa bibig mo ay pawang katotohanan...
ngunit ang nangyari lang...
wala...
bkit...?
kasi ayaw siguro paniwalaan...
kasi hindi na kanaisnais na madinig ang tinig ng boses mo...
kasi naguguluhan na sayo...
e bakit nga ganoon kung nakasaad na lahat sa mga nabanggit mo...
ay mga patunay na hindi ka...
nagsisinungaling...
ang gulo no...
pati ako naguguluhan e...
siguro kailangan lang magpalipas ng oras...
panahon...
araw...
pati gabi...
kailangan ko lang siguro magtimpi...
humingi ng pasensya...
para maging maayos ang lahat...
at muling magkaintindihan...
sana ngayon na...
para wala ng gulongmangyari...
mahirap e...
mahirap para sa isa't isa...
kailangan ko lang siguro matuto...
kailangan ko talaga...
kailangan...